its 16 of august le..bu zhi bu jue.. 2 weeks plus le ba.. today meet kaixin my dearest..brought her ate my second kenny rogers n her first..lol..fun day...shop shop and shop lol.. tml will meet candy n jiasin too.. juz now jiasin called mi... talked quite alot.. lol..kept laugh..she told mi some secrets!! haha...friday den can meet till my bf bf!! he now workin.. i slackin at home so bored.. cant slp oso.. aiyoyo... jackson better be slpin now man..tml exam so late still can sms mi.. gonna kill him le.. mi oso gonna slp soon..ml got interview with cindy.. haha.. den go shop again.. missing my boy..cya on fri!!

ytd went to watch transformers wif gerry..omg..nicenice..the robots so cute lol..scared of parents..hahax..den hide till so funni..den went to meet joshua they at swensens..this date still not bad...but the day b4 jiu jialat..lol..mi crazy le la..haha..kelvin called mi..say i dun look like mi..im forever cheerful..hahax..nahz..ppl who reali know mi,will know wat im thinkin,know wat mood im having even when im smiling..there is this 1 guy who knows some of it=)

haiz..today wanna do wat ner!!duno wanna stay home or go dragonfly..kaka call mi go de...feels like gg dragonfly lei..once start work..tink less club le..aiyo..but...duno lei..feel like go pub sing song..aiyo..duno man..hmm..suddenly recieve a testi from arvyn..lol tat blacky..tink of him onli can tink of the song 25minutes..hahax..buay tahan..haix...im hurting mani ppl man..BH oso ba..from break till now,he haven give up yet..but i duno how to say le..no matter wat i say,he still same..aiyo..but the worst,is not him...haix..killmikillmi!!

haiz..meimei,sonson they all open skol le..cant come find mi & stay at my home le..boringz..but nvm..i promised them will go fetch them from skol de..hmm..terry leix..seldom have chance to meet him oso.;.eugene worst..lol..everytime promise meet him but his whole holiday oso din meet until..sometimes missing those skate days wif them 3 by my side.. =( haiz.. who oso can lose ba..but they 3 cant lose.. =) hmmm..

wa lao i so damn early wake up man..sianx..duno wat to do..alan juz called..ask mi whether wanna work sell hp..retail sales..wah!boring..dun like man..wait for him ask dydy first..mi reali lazy work man..aiyo..this kinda job like tired..lol..aiya..wat oso tired for mi de la..hmm..i juz dreamt of him on sunday..the dream was like..he called & talk to mi..den he was acting like a malay guy who wants to know mi..den talk talk talk,his fren behind talk to him..den he replied in chinese..den i was like.. O.o ?? den i knew its him..den very paiseh & happie like hell man..it was so damn real..den someone forced mi wake up to go panjang yew keng.. =.= !!!!! *gek* haiz.. but oso gd la..lol..no nid tink so much..nan de i trying not to tink le..so i hope i reali dun dream him..dream someting more to reality tat may happen de.. like... i married to someone!! lol.. *crazy*

haiz..so stressful so stressful..give last time de jasley..smile oso wun smile to her..dun say shake hand lo omg..but xin luan le..haiz..ly tt i feel so sorrie man..AIYO..gek si ren..duno how de lo..shitty..but thanks jimmy for toking to mi too..thanks terry baobei too..but angry u sabo mi man..omg..nan de i run away le..hmm..haiz..he reali look so stress now..BULL!!ya.. correct..he oso not present..but...aiyo...hmmmm..............

haix..not feeling well na..sobx..wher oso pain..but tonight muz go out again..mi now oso lesser go out le..keep staying at home de mi..haiz..ytd went butterfly drink finish our balance le..den went velvet..quite fun..cox keep laughing at ppl..keep disturb jovi tat idiot oso..but keep give hanbing disturb..ppl stomach pain le still keep pinch! den went dragonfly with dydy..saw hanbing again..but at there better..see my face black black he oso nv make mi le..MH ytd at dragonfly told mi so mani tings..but..he even..aiyo..tink le oso funni..den went 97..haha..so mani places..went there find frenz..den at there oso keep laugh at someone..lol..LSS!!den waited GH come and fetch mi go home..but he arx..haiz..zhen shi de..duno how to say oso..but at least i didnt hide lo..actualli quite normal wat..hmmmmm......

wow..reali long time din blog le..now so bored..missing my 3 baobeis..sonson,eugene&terryboi.. so long nv meet them le..reali misses those old days..now mi oso no work le..no money & so boring..working at butterfly was great days for mi..but now there suckx..lol..all ppl there are with mask..all so plastic so fake one..lucky stopped working le oso..later will go there drink balance with adrian ah nat candy they..ppl plastic with mi..i oso plastic back..i dun mean my frenz..i mean those faggots..lol..juz smile =) hmmm..den later go velvet..find ****** tat idiot..hahax..den show who is SI YAN..lol..when he see this blog sure angry de man..cox SI YAN is MI!! my chinese name..haha..sorrie norzz..hmmm..den meet jovi tat faggot oso..gonna tell him someting shocking!!haha..tell him to stop saying ppl mole le duno how to listen..lol..canot tahan..hahax.........haiz..hao xiang ta ohh....

so fast 2007 le.. haiz.. did he had a nice xmas and new year?? bet he does.. i received presents from my 3 baobeis..so happie..but mi too busy le..haiz..now better la..every monday & thursday off.. hmm..but when free, will go buy tings for them ba.. sorry.. no time pei u all.. sumore skol start le..mi now ly tt..when go to the next job worst lei..onli off one day i tink..hmm..

now going dating with lawrence..tat time bomb him..so today muz go haha..tink go cine watch..i wan watch mani shows man..hmm..mi go prepare le..

haiz..bored..tired..so tired..juz came back from work..tml tink more tired..tml pub kai zhang..den will got mani ppl going down..got lion dance oso..haha..jonathan daddy say tml he going soo..so reserved two place for him le..=)..today b4 work,went to vivo wif terry and lixin..den meet jia sin at there...lol..so farnie..we go di siao jackson..den went to eat oso..den he serve us,we want to complain..lol..buay tahan..den go gai gai..bought two heels..den went to find lousy oso..he at toy r rus work..haiz..tired..sometimes..miss him..reali will miss..

i wanna sing this song playing, to you..........

i have got nth to say.. the song here will tell u my feelings..

reali long time nv slp so long le..shuang..tired tired..hmm..juz on my den sign in into my realfrenz account friendster..wah piangz.. reali so long no log in..got 14 testimonial..and fren requests too..lol..lazy to change my account tings..lazy to edit.. lazy to log in..juz dun care it la..hmm.. suddenly saw a fren request from SOPHIA POH..wa lao..tat idiot MIA so long..haiz..she is the onli one hu MIA can succeed one lo..reali..haiz..simply forget abt us liao she..haix..reali changed le..but he change more..haiz..wat to do lei..nvm ba..no choice oso..later juz go enjoy hab fun & get drunk wif tat girl of mine..=)

thanks to ppl who came for my birthday,ppl who sms or call mi to wish mi one..thankx alot..jasley appreciate =)special thanks to wei yi cox he sick oso came down le..muackz..& special thankx to jonathan daddy..muackx..he order cake but didnt on time to go take..btw, after 12 oso canot cut cake le..so nvm lo.. hmm..thankx jia sin too..thankx sister leyna..she went so mani clubs to entertain ppl..when come find mi oredy abit drunk le..but still made the effort to come..thankx sis..muackx..victor & wei jie oso..came to fetch mi home..i was drunk ytd..so mani ppl call mi drink..jialat..cox wednesday,mani ppl unable to attend my birthday..wun blame them la..got work got camp got skol..bo bianx oso..but next time i dun wan celebrate at weekdays le..lol..but lucky,if not i hab to drink more liao..it was a very happie day there.. took lots of foto but at fren there lei..hmm..actualli, its not a reali happie 18th birthday to mi ba.. didnt get to eat birday cake.. mummy la.. go thailand.. actualli holdin party at home for my family ppl & sintua ppl one.. sianx.. but a person i muz reali thankx.. the onli person tat let mi hear until a birthday song.. ah ben kor..when he called mi the third time,the played the happy birthday song on the phone..tat was my 18th birday song..=) thankx kor..reali thankx alot..hehez.......

everyday,i will see the sms he send to mi nowadays..juz dun feel like deleting them..he is still askin mi not to end the relationship..haix..scared i will xin luan..but i dun wanna be selfish..i told him reasons of y i wan to end it..but he say he dun care..juz wanna be wif mi..den i asked him tat dun he tink its unfair?he said he love mi till bo bianx.. joanna oso said she can see tat he reali love mi alot..last time other frenz oso got say..but how come i dun reali feel it?? izit outsiders cud see more clearly den mi?? or izit tat my heart didnt accept it bcoz of the another him?.................

finally my birday liaox..wahaha..i 18 le..on 7/11 , moi baobei son & gene came my home find mi ard 4 plus..but i still in pyjamas..HAHA..den meimei(my cousin)oso came..den meet lousy..den 6 of us went to town..we ate ramen..den in the shop do so mani funni tings..mi & lousy made a video of step rich..lol..n took foto.. den at far east eat till quite late le..so nv go poh heng find kaka..we planned to take 190..but 2 bus came & full sia..we canot tahan le..den walk to galleria till go take funni fotos again..lol.. den walk go take cab..passedby B1..suddenly,everyting replayed on my mind..haix..happy tings..will be kept in my heart..but hurtful tings..cud not be get rid off my brain & leave scars in the heart.. haix..xin tong..
den got home early..cox got exams..den tried to slp but cant slp..once 12oclock,recieved some sms of ppl say happy birthday to mi..some even called..=) den keep trying to slp..cant slp,like wat i usually do..see my sms..den slp..